exactly three years to the day that this misguided, unfinished half-sleeve saw it's beginning, it will be laid to rest. wearing your heart on your sleeve and your history in your skin is one thing, but when the history behind a long-broken heart seeps into a much-improved daily existence, you have to learn to let go.
and so i am. it hurts too much not to.
late this afternoon, adam hays will begin the long process of covering this mess up. i'm not giving anything away. you'll just have to wait and see. i'm feeling a lot of things: ambivalence seems to be at the core of it. sadness and excitement make for an odd mix.
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